This headache isn’t going away and there isn’t much to say beyond that. I’m tired of being ill. I can’t seem to figure out whether it is the advil and other meds or the sickness that is slowing me down.

I am on my 8th pot of coffee today and can’t seem to keep my eyes from aching. Tired? Most likely - my sleep patterns support me turning into a psychopath at any given moment. If you hear about strange patterns appearing into the skin of dazed and happy women, call the police because I am certain I must be having a celebratory smoke. - After all psychopaths don’t give a fuck about their health.

Those cigarettes really call my name. I thought about just chewing one but that thought is obviously a bad one.

I had a good workout today. I don’t believe people understand going to the gym while you are still tinted gray from being sick. I feel better, almost normal.

And then I crash which is where I am now. My eyes burn. I hope for something more than an hours sleep.