Schedule
I’ve got a hectic week ahead of me and have already put in just over 12 hours today alone. I’d like to be able to identify the reason, but there are several - reports, statics, the dreaded Wednesday meeting, the list goes on and on. On some levels my work is highly rewarding, my skills are tested, tried…poked at with sharp sticks, but I manage to squeeze out some measure of job satisfaction - which, in turn, is balanced with the yang, the dark side.
(Picture me shrugging here.) Such as it is.
This is no memo that I will be unavailable or not posting - I like to keep some measure of consistancy going, but it is a note to you that I am busy, and when I do post, that you understand it is at the end of a long day; after I’ve slugged through yet another pile of mire and ash to find a single golden kernal of hope, pride and, yes, happiness.
Do you like your job? Do you wake up with more reasons to go in than you do to stay home? Are you rewarded with the simplest of pleasures - accomplishment?
Carpe Diem, or as I say, Grab life by the balls.
sometimes it is wave after wave of continuous inspiration. Other times it is a pure, black hole of dread.
right now? Dread.
m said this on July 2nd, 2006 at 7:39 am